Reply for question, why I has this interest what I am having now?
I found my keen interest about ships at Titanic movie watching. It is bright memory and I remember that day as it have been yesterday but really was it 9 or 10 years ago for today.
The day was January 1 2002 or 2003(Don't remember year). I was watching tv when movie Titanic was running. All of my family watched TV and I had to sit on floor. Places were full and floor was once place where sit. The movie is Titanic from 1997, Jack and Rose main characters. The story went in my heart. So that I lived together with events. For example I kept my fingers crossed while the ship met iceberg. I wished Titanic turn. Mind of my head was "Turn, turn, turn please!!" Titanic was turning but the ship sailed and sailed toward the iceberg until the berg was too close. Iceberg made a giant fissure into hull and water cam in fast. After, remained the movie in my head and the name Titanic. I mark this day as the first way in shipping interest.
Thoughts from time after the Titanic movie watching:
I drew my own Titanic. It was colorful ship drawing on A4 paper. This was in my pockets everywhere I went. Generally at school I put it on table.I put it between folded A3 paper and imagine the ship is in shipyard. Later, I begun dreaming about my wery own ship. It was big, lenghts were about 1km or a bit more. The ship looked as ufo at sea. Lots of portholes and bridge was on top of bow. Hull was black and light decks grey. Lots of cabins with furniture in squares. One picture is in my drawings collection now. My dream about my wery own cruise ship is same old as my keen interest in ships. I hope I become it real in my lifetime. Project name is "Olopo Enja". This ship have real size. It will be 250 m long and 34 m wide.
9 or 10 years I have being ships keen fan. Why? That I don't know but I think it is determined from destiny. My parents not sailors. Maybe, I am becoming a sailor.
I have a model of Titanic. It is model kit from Revell. I got the model for 14. birthday. I was very happy because it was something what I hoped never to get.
I remember while I searched ship models almost two years from shops with hopeless. Hope was lost while I found a model ship from a toyshop. I didn't believe it is model until I opened the box at home. It is model of Queen Elizabeth 2. I thinked that the model is puzzle in 1600 pieces but it was model scaled 1/1600. It was some months before I got the model of Titanic. My father presented a book about Titanic history for my 13th birthday. My aunt have presented two CDs with Titanic songs. These CDs are the first in my collection. Don't remember when I got the CDs but these didn't work for today.
I have done some drawings too. The first is lost for today. One scribble about Titanic sinking is on Maths exercise book cover. I did it at maths lesson. It is still in drawer now because it is special. I did it without pictures, imagination cam from head.
Memories about the Titanic remains for forever and newer I will destroy these things what I have done about the Titanic.
Titanic was my the first faworite ship until I saw the Silja Europa. But, she are special forward.
Looking in old dreams and ideas:
I dreamed about Titanic rising. I did notices and lots of work on working out a mode for rising the Titanic. The first was to build a strong ship with crane and rise the ocean liner with strong ropes. Sorry, drawings are gone but memory remains.
The second idea was to rise the Titanic with balloons. The idea sounds utopic but I believed in it and collected balloons. I would put these balloons to wreck of Titanic with long-long rope. Need billions of balloons. I think this idea is utopia but childrens has fantasy and so was with me too.
One bright memory is Titanic shaped car. I did plans for it but it remained in my head and on paper sadly. The car work as a cycle. In middle are chains and bedals for proceeding. The Titanic-car had 4 wheels and it ride by human power. Hull was planned to shape with cardboard boxes.